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Saturday, November 13, 2004 |
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| U neva miss a gud thing til its gone |
Firstly, i finished listening to delta's album and omg it is sooooo gud! her voice is amazing, her songs hav such fantastic melodies and my gosh her lyrics r so inspirational and emotional. Like i sed b4, i seriously almost cry wen i hear sum of da songs...da melodies plus da lyrics and da way she sings it as well all combine to make such an impact, but then again im jst sensitive but still...
Now to explain wat i mean by da title of this blog. Yes here we go again so brace urselves (dont say i didnt warn ya!)...
I went to work again today and i kno in my previous outbursts i sed dat i hated it wen i saw him at work cuz it meant it wudnt b as easy to get ova him rite...well guess wat? i didnt see him again at work today so i am meant to be happy cuz i finally got wat i wanted. Or hav i? yes now dat i actuali got wat i asked 4, i kinda wanted to see him ((roll ur eyes again)) But i guess it must b tru wat they say then : "u neva miss a gud thing til its gone"...i cudnt believe it, wen i see him i get pissed off and wish i didnt hav to see him dat much BUT wen i finally dont see him, i actuali want to see his face. It was to da point where i almost missed him. Am i sad or wat?! (dat was a rhetorical question). I fink i need help. There r so many lyrics dat cud describe how i feel atm...
e.g. "theres jst no way that i can fight these emotions"
"baby i cant help this feeling, its a fight dat i know i cant win, theres nfn i can do, so im giving up tonight"
"coz i cant stop finkin of u, ive been trying not to [like] u, im helpless [boy] its tru, so im givin up tonight"
"ive tried so hard to let u go, but i cant escape the way i feel inside"
So there u go, dats all my feelings in brief...jst gotta luv da way this feels...now im hoping i can see him next wk at work and pray dat my previous wish did not take place permanently cuz i kinda cant help my feelings nemore...i was onli denying it by pretending not to wana see him...so i wonder now, will this go newhere? but it doesnt matta whether it does or not cuz jst da feelings u get in ur stomach/hart wen u like sum1 is amazing enuff ((vomit now too if u want))
.::.PeAcE.::.
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