Ive talked to sum of my chik frends about this guy, they all kno who it is...but u kno, im still tryna fig out whether i reali DO like him or whether i jst like da IDEA of him. I mean, i luv talkin to him n everything, we always hav a gr8 chat...da more i talk to him, da more i fink i hav sum sorta feelings 4 him but im yet to explore this. Thanks to helen, who was suggesting ways 4 me to find out whether these "feelings" r genuine or whether im jst feeling needy. HAHA. But u kno wat? I fink havin a crush on sum1 is fun sumtimes cuz u notice EVERY lil detail. Seriously, like all da things ur crush says or does makes u wonder if theres ne hidden meaning behind it or whether dats jst part of their personality. I luv da thrill of not knowing whether he likes u bak and da fact dat i hav to keep guessing and tryna read between ne lines. OMG its so fun...i wudnt mind being single!! haha jks....i do hope i find sum1 eventuali.
I jst hope God helps me fig out whether i reali am into this guy cuz if im not then i dun wana waste my time...altho its not like theres ne1 else out there atm and ive gt hav fun wit my life! hehe...