Well i seriously was looking forward to going to work today cuz i was hoping that i would see HIM. I am so sad sometimes (actually maybe i am sad full stop) but anyway as soon as i rocked up to work, the first thing i do is look over to see if he was around in his department. I honestly just kept circling around to see if i could see him anywhere. No such luck! I was driving myself nuts. Even when i was in the fitting room with my workmate i just couldnt resist myself. I HAD to talk about him to relieve all this anxiety i was feeling about whether he was at work today. So i go to my workmate that i hate liking someone sometimes cuz i just cant get them out of my head. I was even asking practically everyone if a guy asks if you're taken, then does that mean they are interested. All the straight guys said that they would usually only ask if they really wanted to know (i.e. they would be somewhat interested) but the one gay one goes that it's not necessarily the case. Are gay guys reliable? HAHA i mean if they are gay then their whole frame of mind might work differently to a straight guys mind. So yeh i cannot believe i kept rambling on all day about that one topic that i couldnt get out of my head (IS HE INTERESTED???) i wish he was so bad sometimes. Im driving myself insane *ARGH*x1000000.....
I didnt even end up seeing him today...i was so depressed! I was walking to the train station and thinking about that so i cant even believe i spotted amy.j outside one of the shoe stores. You would think that i was too deep in thought but interestingly enough i was still alert =O...so yeh me and amy.j caught the train bak home together and had a nice lil chat (of course the topic of guys had to be brought up)...i just cant seem to get it all out of my system. My heart is like a runaway train that just wont stop!! Man i REALLY hope i see him tomorrow at work cuz if i dont then it will be at least another week until i'll get to hopefully see him again. PLEASE GOD LET ME SEE HIM TOMORROW AT WORK>>>IM GONA DIE OF ANXIETY IF I DONT>>>IM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY THINKING ABOUT HIM EVERY BLOODY 5MINS!!!!!
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