Its strange u kno...i had this HUGE gut feeling that he wasnt gona be at work on sat either and u kno wat?! he wasnt. I was a bit disappointed but talking to helen always helps. Talking and writing til i basically get sick of myself and then i get ova it for a while. So this wk at work im jst gona rock up and not think about wanting to see him real bad. If hes there hes there...if he aint he aint. Hopefully it will work. I seriously dont wana drive myself crazy. I hav neva changed tho no matter how hard i try...every time i like a guy, my feelings honestly are like letting go of the mouth of an inflated balloon and how it jst flies all ova the place. I swear and u kno every time i wana see a guy they are neva there and then wen im like mayb its a gud thing that i dont see them then they show up in my face again *ARGH* i jst neva get wat i want. Like seriously, i bet he is gona be at work this wk now cuz i sorta wana giv myself a break.
Speaking of bloody guys in my face...on sat creep was working. I was walking with Yen (my bum chum at work) and creep was like on the other side like walking parallel to us and all of a sudden its like he spots us walking and like fully walks in front of us...like wtf OH and i was at the registers at one stage with Vincent and then creep walks in front of the registers with this smirk...omg that creepy smile thing he does *shivers* omg i cant stop quivering!!! Like i swear he always finds ways to hover around in front of me and it fully CREEPS me out. There hav been so many similar incidents...no matter where i am he finds a way to squeeze thru all the nooks and crannies to walk where i can see him. Man wat a FREAK! Yen and i seriously hav the best laughs about it.
Neway on a diff note...Aussie idol OMG i cannot believe Josh didnt get thru. He has such a CUTE smile *melts* and i love his accent as well. Too bad hes only 17. But omg i think i honestly hav it bad for mixed raced guys cuz group 2 has an English-Thai guy called Michael (haha helen go the name ay...too many of them!) and hes like 20 (yay my age!) and he is fully cute man DAMMIT and his voice is pretty good too. He has serious potential and good looks too...i jst hope that the australian public sees his potential cuz we seriously need sum good looking guys in the show. WE NEED EYE CANDY!!! no good jst listening to voices...
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((song of the moment: KEVON EDMONDS & BABYFACE - A Girl Like You))
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