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Monday, January 02, 2006 |
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| Welcoming the New Year |
Gosh its been a while since ive blogged. Went to Forster with fam and fam frends for Christmas period. Had a pretty gud time goin to da beach. Got a fucked up tan on my legs so i hafta boil in long pants until i get rid of it ~ so annoying. Went out to watch 'Just Like Heaven' with Amy.c on NYE..such a sweet, romantic movie. Then saw a bit of the 9pm fireworks whilst standing opp QVB. Bumped into Vincent and sum other guys from wrk and went to Darling Harbour for a stroll, then headed bak to Amy.s' for the countdown. The whole confetti thing was COOL!! =)
Oh..Jackass sms'd me on the 22nd to wish me a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. It looked like he put a lot of effort in trying to fink of wat to write cuz even hes language wasnt all slang-ish. Then on Christmas Eve he tried calling me at around 11:30pm but i was asleep so by the time i heard it i missed the call. But its ok cuz i dont fink i wudve answered it neway. Ive already blocked him from my msn, prob shud delete him soon too. I'm still a bit attached to the sweet sms's he use to send me. Maybe i shud delete them too. The more i read em, the angrier i get cuz he was jst all words n promises and never commitment.
I serz need a break from guys atm, but im gona enjoy pervin while i can. I wana stay single til abt beginning or mid-2007: 1) cuz i dont want any strings attached if i go o/s after i grad, which will be mid-2006 and 2) i found this pattern that guys that i start r'ships wit around my bday is a bad omen...hence i shud wait til 2007. Helen, ur prob rolling ur eyes at my 2nd point but there seems to be a pattern occurring! But either way, i fink a yr is enuff to get ova my lack of faith in guys (even tho a part of it will always stay with me) cuz serz, if my nxt guy says 'i love u' within the first month again then i wud jst dump them rite there n then before he gets a chance to dump me later on wen he figures out he was jst lusting over me. Serz man, guys jst lust over me and once they get me, they get ova it...clearly theres sumfing wrong wit my personality or wat i can offer (or lack of) cuz i cant even get a guy to stay committed to me *sigh*
BUT i figured so many reasons as to why being single is so gud. No stress! and plenty of freedom. Guys serz giv us so much more stress to deal wit...all u taken chiks out there shud kno. I mean i guess in a way, the gud stuff can outweigh it, but thats if u got urself a gud guy. I can hav so much more fun without being attached as well. Im free to accepting pick-ups and i can flirt til my harts content~ MWAHAHA!!! Its tru wat many ppl say tho, u shud live ur youth to the fullest so u dont look bak at ur life regretting settling down wit a guy and neva got to do all those things u wanted. So gals...lets PARTAY!! wooooo
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! Hope 2006 brings much love, success and happiness.
.::.PeAcE.::.
((song of the moment: HARMONY - I Don't Need You Anymore))
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| $éÑøЯiŦå Confessed @ 7:45 pm |
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You don't necessarily have to delete all the SMS's from Mr Jackass. They're your memories and sometimes it's just nice to know that you have them.
Well, this is going to be a year of commitment-phobes. Don't make any promises you can't keep and be wary of anyone who promises you unrealistic things - they'll just disappoint.
The other thing - it's not your fault that you had to experience Jackasses. It's theirs that they can't commit. But it's all good coz you learn something from your experiences. =)
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Guys are depressing