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Monday, September 26, 2005 |
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| Not that Exciting... |
FARRRRRRRRRRRRR im sooooooooooooooo pissed off now!!!!!!!! i jst wrote like 5 full paragraphs jst then and i went to save it and it all disappeared. FUCK. Now i hav to type it all again!!!!!!!!!!!!! LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ah well, computers suck. Wat can i do??
Ok so lets start again shall we.
I went to work on fri. oh btw, i sed that i was calling the original him guy A and the latest one guy B. Mite get confusing but u will figure it. Neway i saw guy A on fri but it was too busy to even say hi. So nfn exciting on fri. Then i had agnes and michelle's 21st on sat. Had work again on sun and both of them worked~ YAY!! hehe...ok let me try to remember wat i wrote in my blog jst then....hmmm ok so i sed sumfing like there were 2 main instances that occurred with guy B but still not THAT fascinating but i'll share it jst for the sake of it. The first one was wen i was at the registers and he was walking past and wen i looked up it looked like he was smiling at me but then i was saying its prob jst me cuz hes neva smiled at me b4 so y wud he start now? Second, there was another time wen i was at the registers again and i looked behind me and he was there talkin to sum1 with his arms leaning on top of one of the fixtures and was giving me one of those looks again. Man ive lost the momentum and feeling now cuz ive already splurged this and i hav to re-write this fuck damn thing and its jst not the same! *sigh* ok so i sed sumfing like i jst love the way he looks at me blah blah blah.
Oh and i sed sumfing like how i was disappointed that i didnt get an opportunity to talk to him cuz he was at the sports dept and if he was at jeans plus then i could hav asked him about the sales on their clothes cuz i had to do that on sun but i guess i hav exhausted all the chances fate had given me to talk to him so now they want me to work hard for them again! *sigh*
Moving on to guy A. First one was wen he was standing nxt to me at the miss shop registers and i swear he smells so gud (SHUT UP HELEN!!) i cant help it, smell is like prob my best sense. Neway, then another time was wen i bumped into Caitlin, a uni frend and we were jst chatting and guy A decides to walk past us so i sed hey. Then Caitlin left me to it and as i was walking towards the fitting room, i look bak and he was jst smiling at me. Then wen i finished dumping the clothes bak in the fitting room and i come bak out, he calls out to me again and we seriously were jst looking at each other and smiling as i was walking and he was going up the escalators backwards. Its weird. Im confused whether i still like him or if its cuz the r'ship i hav with guy A is wat i want wit guy B. I mean, is it poss to like 2 guys?!
Yeh and i also sed that i was perving on guy B again on sun. Its like every chance i had, i looked ova to see if he was there and if i saw him i wud think to myself...mmm hes kinda cute! how sad am i?! its not fair! y do i like him so much?? if u fink about it, there is no basis for it. i dont talk to him and he really isnt THAT gr8 looking, altho i jst admitted that he is KINDA cute. but looks aint everything rite? but then again, i did say i kept thinkin about all those sweet things he did. fuck dammit. he is driving me insane!
Ok well i fink i pretty much covered everything i had in my original blog and if not then i guess the comp stuffed for a reason ay.
.::.PeAcE.::.
((song of the moment: LEE HARDING - The Anthem)) haha
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