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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 |
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| *Aiya* |
I still cannot believe this shit. I already splurged to helen and amy.c last nite. Who would have thought that i would develop feelings for creep *shock* this must be the newsflash of the century because i hav neva really met anyone who has ended up liking someone they hav paid out for ova a year, except maybe in the movies but wats bloody real about those?! but honestly, i dont even know how this happened. im thinking that it's all the talk about him that has done this to me. u kno, like amy.c was saying, the more u talk about someone, the more u start to develop these feelings u wouldnt hav had otherwise. and now, well i cant even stop thinking about him. and wen i think about him my heart pounds at a million miles per hour and i feel all queezy *shakes head at myself* helen reckons it's cuz im in luuuurve and i was also saying how this whole thing has taken a whole year and once again she's like "love takes time"...i full cracked up wen she sed that. love?! pfft...and then amy.c was like he mite turn out to be alright and that it's good because he mite actually like me bak as well. and u kno wat else? yesterday at work, i was actually hoping to see him. who would hav thought. a few months bak i wouldve wished he WASNT at work! i honestly cannot even believe i actually checked him out as well. wtf. i sometimes wonder if he has cast a spell on me, or even hypnotised me. u kno, with all that staring. isnt that how u hypnotise someone?!
*ARGH* somebody help me. even all the splurging in the world is not gona help me get all this out of my system. and now i keep thinking about the one time we did talk and how nice it was of him wen he was goin up to get a drink from the staffroom and he asked if i wanted anything. it was freaky at the time but now im thinking how sweet that was. farrrr and his earrings. dammit! and wen he had his collar flicked up wen he was putting on his tie before work. phwoar..omg did i jst say that?! dammit see wat i mean. hes driving me INSANE!!!!! man i keep thinkin about the way he looks at me and man u should hear my heart. im getting goosebumps as well. man even the OTHER him has almost been erased from my mind cuz creep's fully occupying it lately. i feel sick and theres nfn i can do about it *cries*
.::.PeAcE.::.
P.S. i watched 'The Perfect Man' with amy.c today and i swear tears were streaming down my face cuz Adam was soooo sweet to Holly and jst the way they were looking at each other! Amy and i were both wishing that we cud find a guy like that but came to the conclusion that in reality, the sweet guys are not the good looking ones because that's all they have to offer. But hey, as long as he's decent looking, im sure his sweetness will do its job.
((song of the moment: THE VERONICAS - Speechless))
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