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Saturday, October 15, 2005 |
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| BEWARE: The Workplace Can Be Evil! |
I had one of the worst days of my life at work today. But I guess worse things could happen but in terms of work-related shit, this is by far the worst. My manager had a talk with me today cuz apparently 4 ppl complained about me (and 2 other ppl). They reckon i wasnt "pulling my weight"...like HELLO, i can honestly say that i work my arse off more than half the time and work up a bloody sweat cuz im running around so much tryna keep up with customers. Obviously these ppl that complained about me either dont see that side of me or they hav it in for me. My mum was right, the workplace can be a breeding place for evil. It's a dog eat dog world and sum ppl are willing to do anything to make others look bad to look gd themselves. Like i KNOW that i do my best at work, if i bludged then yeh fair enuff id understand y ppl would complain. I feel like im on an ep of the mole tryna work out who the traitor is. All of us are on the same level, we're sppsd to be helping and supporting each other, not backstabbing each other to the manager! Like making me look bad isnt gona get them a payrise. My mum warned me about the workplace and now i see what she means. You jst hav to be the smarter one to play these games.
Neway, i wana get ova this shit but i hav so much on my plate atm. As if this whole guy B thing wasnt enuff, i get this thing at work and then to top it all off wen i was catching the train bak, my ticket was a weekly from penshurst to city and i get off at mortdale cuz its only one stop rite but knowing my luck they checked the tickets between penshurst and mortdale. Luckily the guy let me off this time cuz he sed he guesses it is jst one stop. But still, if they were gone go further i soooooo wud hav cried cuz its jst been such an emotional day for me. After my manager spoke to me, i went to the fitting room and jst burst into tears. Everyone was wondering wat was wrong and tryna comfort me. I went to the bathroom and i could hear myself echoing as i was crying. Apparently ppl bak in the fitting room was saying "how could anyone do that to cute lil jess" or sum shit. Its like i dont even kno who i can trust nemore.
And man about guy B, he did it again! I was behind the registers jst talking to a few girls that i work with and he walks passed, i happen to look over, and hes full staring at me. The way he looks at me is seriously scary sumtimes. Its not like the smitten stare, its like a full...far i dont even kno how to explain it. *ARGH* i jst hav so much on my plate atm. Im stressing over a million things, i had to work yesterday, today and tomorrow, i hav 2 assigns due soon, i cant stop analysing this whole guy B thing AND then this whole ppl complaining about me making me stress ova who it is..like i feel like i can even talk or laugh at work nemore cuz sum1s prob gona complain. I honestly couldnt stop crying today. Even wen i was talkin to my mum about it afta wen i got home, i jst burst into tears.
WHY CANT ANYTHING GOOD HAPPEN IN MY LIFE FOR ONCE?!?! i fink ive had my FAIR share of crapola!!!!!!!!!!!! *ARGH*x1000000000000000000
.::.PeAcE.::.
P.S - just in accordance to ur comment helen, u sed that if nfn happens after a while, guys get bored and move on. Well then if nfn happens, why dont THEY make sumfing happen? Why cant they be the ones that do sumfing rather than wait around for others to do shit?? If they can get "bored" of sum1 when they dont even try themselves then obviously they dont want it THAT much...
((song of the moment: LINKIN PARK - Figure .09))
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| $éÑøЯiŦå Confessed @ 3:00 pm |
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OMG... You poor thing... *HUGS*
That's so unfair! I can't believe that people (PLURAL! That makes it even harder to believe) would complain about you! They must be jealous or something twisted/fested is going on in their sick little minds.
But you know... Just as seasons change, when you've hit rock bottom, the only way is up. The good will come, Jess. Don't you worry.
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OMG... You poor thing... *HUGS*
That's so unfair! I can't believe that people (PLURAL! That makes it even harder to believe) would complain about you! They must be jealous or something twisted/fested is going on in their sick little minds.
But you know... Just as seasons change, when you've hit rock bottom, the only way is up. The good will come, Jess. Don't you worry.