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  Thursday, October 27, 2005  
 
 
What The Hell?!
Honestly, what the hell is happening lately? I keep bumping into guy B every Thursday. I have never bumped into him on the train while going to uni before. I actually thought he drove. Man it was bloody scary for me I tell ya. I was on the train, it arrives at Kogarah and like usually I look around to see if hes there (yes im sad) and usually he isnt but today wen i look up there he is looking rite bak at me. You should hav seen the way he looked at me..i swear it really does creep me out sumtimes. But i guess at the same time, i like it..lol

But yeh it was so bad cuz wen i got out of the train, i was full bolting up the escalators to get away from him. I was full rushing to the bus stop, the bus was there already and i was lucky enough to be one of the last ppl to get on the bus. The door closes and i sigh a sigh of relief that guy B didnt make it on the bus as well. How awkward would that have been?! I kno that u all kept telling me to jst say hi and stuff but wait, i hav an explanation. But before i get onto that, as the bus drove passed, i looked out at him and i swear he looked full hardcore wit his sunnies on.

Ok neway, now to why i didnt want to talk to guy B. Like under normal circumstances i could have but now this whole guy C made me fink that i would be hurting him if i went and pursued another guy. Guy C seems really keen on me and boy do i mean KEEN. He honestly is so straight forward its not funny. So it felt wrong to go pick up another guy u kno. I couldnt stop thinking about that today. I was almost in tears tryna figure out who i want. I still like guy B heaps i fink but now i hav another factor to consider.

WHAT AM I GONA DO??? I cant follow my heart cuz its telling me two diff things. One saying i shud jst give guy C a chance cuz hes a sweet guy and hes smart too (optom which required 98+ for UAI) but then the other one is saying i still like guy B and would always wonder if we could be...so how am i gona solve this? Guy C is moving so fast that i prob cant even say no to him let alone fink about how i actually feel about him. Im still tryna work out if i like him in any way but hes obviously made up his mind about me. HELP! i dont wana be doin the wrong thing but the last thing i wana do is hurt anyone. I cant believe how hard this is wen its "meant" to be a good thing...

Im gona die...let me jst roll up into a ball in the corner and sulk!

.::.PeAcE.::.

((song of the moment: KELLY CLARKSON - The Trouble With Love))
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