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  Saturday, October 22, 2005  
 
 
Why?
Why am I so hopeless?
Why do I keep making the same mistakes?
Why can't I exploit the opportunities I'm given?
Why do I do the same thing over and over again yet regret it each time?
Why is this happening to me?

Why does this have to be so hard?
Why did I fall for him when I don't even talk to him?

Week after week, I pray for the right moment to smile at him.
Yet every week when I am given that moment, I choose not to use it.
Then when the moment is over, I get annoyed at myself for not trying to smile.

I might as well give up.
If I have wasted and exhausted all my chances, then it's clear that this is just not meant to be.

.::.PeAcE.::.

((song of the moment: GOOD CHARLOTTE - The Young & The Hopeless))
$éÑøЯiŦå Confessed @ 10:11 pm  
1 Comments:
  • At 10:07 am, October 23, 2005, Blogger Amryllis said…

    Jess, what happened to agreeing with me that it's fun to have a crush? You're being way too hard on yourself. Just enjoy the attention! He might stare because he finds you attractive/intriguing/sexy. It's creepy, but in a twisted sorta way, it's also a compliment.

    Let's keep dreamin'. True love can reside in our imagination for now.

     
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